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My first kiss. Wow. Rewind to an awkward 13-year-old me and a boy named Sean. His twin brother was actually my first crush, but being the awkward kid I was, I couldn’t admit that when I was dared to kiss him. So I made my best friend Nikole kiss Shane in return I’d kiss Sean. Biggest regret ever. Anyways, the actual kiss was horrible. I didn’t know what I was doing. We sat on some steps and he pushed my back into them, so I was uncomfortable and I didn’t know what to do with my tongue or his. From the spectators ( Nikole & Shane ) it looked like I was being eaten alive.
Now my first love. Fast-forward 5 years. I’m 18 and I think I’m in love with this Marine. I was a young, naive teenager who didn’t even know what love was. I loved the idea of being in love, but I don’t think I was truly in love. Not to discount my feelings, because when our relationship ended, I was a wreck, and I don’t think that would have happened if I didn’t care a lot about him. But I wasn’t in love with him.
Who was your first kiss & first love?